Hey
everyone! How is it going? I'm sure having fun! The MTC is great and I am
having a blast. Don't get me wrong though. The MTC is difficult and I'm growing
every day. It's very different than any life you would ever live at home. I
love it though. It's my safe little bubble and thinking about leaving in about
18/19 ish days is a little bit intimidating. I'm getting over it though. It's
just kinda sad to know that it will be a long time after the MTC until I can
see everyone again. It will be good though.
So
here we go. This week was pretty normal, but also with an extra helping of sad.
We got here the same time as the Danish missionaries and they left last week.
It was super sad. They were our siblings at the MTC. First our MTC parents (the
Polish) leave then the Danes. It was hard. Especially for Sisar Allen. Her twin
is going to Denmark, so it's the first time they've been apart. It's all good
though. It's getting better. We just miss them all a ton. Their last day was
one full of tears. It was Monday, and instead of going to the office with them
to cry, Sisar Godfrey and I hung back, and helped one of their companions move
into a different room. She's going to Mongolia and is awesome. We love
her, but she doesn't have a sister going with her so she bounces around a lot.
We love her though, and she comes and visits us all the time.
On
Sunday, we had a devotional from the MTC president and his wife. They are both
converts and they talked about conversion and how we can make a difference even
if we only baptize and convert one person. Then that person will marry another
member and their kids will go on missions and have families and family history
work will go on. So you may only be a rock in the pond, but the effect of
that is larger and larger ripples.I know this gospel is true. That God loves us
because we are His Children. That He created a Plan for us to return to His
presence and become perfected in Him. He gave us all the steps and the way to
return and live with Him again. This is why I am here. I want to share that
message. I would hope that everyone would be willing to accept Christ as their
Savior and allow Him to heal them. It's a message about hope and love and
forgiveness. The chapter I enjoyed in the Book of Mormon this week was 3 Nephi
chapter 11. This is when Christ comes to the ancient people of the Americas.
This Book testifies of Jesus Christ. That He lives and that through Him we can
live with God. I want everyone to know that I know and believe this. He
absolutely loves us. I know this and have felt this so many times in my life
and it is all consuming.
Then
on Tuesday, we had Elder Clayton come and speak to us. He talked about Joseph
Smith, and how he was the first convert. He didn't have missionaries to teach
him, so God appeared to him then sent angels to continue to minister and teach
him about the Gospel of Jesus Christ. It was very inspiring to know that I am
similar and will play the same role as angels. It was awesome. We have been
teaching our teachers as they pretend to be interested people, and it's amazing
to feel like that, even in a role play. I love teaching. Sometimes it's hard
because I want to say in English, but then it is way harder because I have to
speak Suomeksi in our role plays. It's helpful and will be great practice, but
it's hard. It's getting easier the longer I'm here though. Although it's still
kinda miserable because I suck at listening and the teachers speak so fast,
that it takes a while to understand. The most used phrase in our district is
probably "Voitko toista?" which means Will you repeat that? Either
that or an insult. The insults change so much though that I can't keep track.
The best one so far has been "Sinulla on rasvat kasivaret." You have
fat arms. My district is hilarious. Finnish is definitely way easier with these
people at my side. We help each other out so much. They're awesome.
Honestly,
not really a lot happened. The days here feel like weeks but looking back the
weeks feel like days. Everything blends together and I can't remember anything
without my journal. I feel the Spirit everyday. I love talking to Sisar Cálderon.
She's from Finland. I love her so much and she loves us. She is constantly
helping us and also giving us more insults. The more time I spend here the less
I want to leave. But I know that everyone will eventually leave, and I really
do want to teach the gospel in Finland. It's definitely the right thing for me
to do. And there are many ways for everyone to be a missionary. Our purpose as
missionaries is to "Invite others to come unto Christ by Helping them receive the restored gospel through faith in Jesus Christ and His Atonement, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end." Anyone can help with the beginning part of helping others to come unto Christ. It's especially easy around Christmas. Lighttheworld.org is a great resource to help you serve your neighbor and help them come unto Christ. The videos center on ways you can serve others and the website will show you different ways you can Light the World.
I
love all of you so much! I miss you! But I know that the Lord is helping you
where I cannot and that He loves you. I hope all your weeks are wonderful and
full of joy! Until next week!
Love,
Sisar McCammon
A little from her note to Bill:
There have been many McCammon-I days for me. There have also been some not amazing days that feel like they drag on, but the days feel like weeks and the weeks seem like days. The MTC is funny that way. looking back though, I try to only focus on the good. The bad gets drowned out that way. The new church curriculum will take some getting used to that's for sure. It is new but the way it should be. It's preparing us for something although I don't know what yet. I know you can do it. If you love God, it will be easy. This is just one way we can start showing our devotion to him. It's also a good way and reason to invite the missionaries over and talk about how much cooler than them I am. And maybe feed them a little bit of food, while they feed you spiritually... I have been keeping a pretty good journal that's a mix of what I learn and what I did throughout the day. There are obviously a few "I got Up and I got dressed" kind of days, but there are also others full of good things and miracles. Journaling is actually awful because my mind doesn't remember all my day in just the right way and then it sounds weird. Plus the concept is a little odd. But I'll keep it going just because. I know I might look back on it later and be glad, but now it's not something I love.
I love you too Daddy! I can't wait to see you again,
Here's some of how she is feeling in her note to me (mom):
I've had a lot of tender mercies this week and a lot of
love. It's been a good week. I'm not used to being gone. I still call Sis
Godfrey Cierra or Sis. And I still turn to tell you stuff and then when I try
to tell Sis Godfrey she doesn't react the same and it makes me miss you. I miss
shopping too. It's sad not being home. Mostly I miss the constant communication
and seeing you 24/7. Don't worry about it too much. It will get used to it.
It's just a thing that I miss you. Maybe it'll get better once I'm out of the
country and am out there serving. We'll see though. I do love you all so much!
I wish I could bring little pocket-sized versions of you with me. It's okay.
I'm good until we get back to the residence at night. I'm pretty busy during
the day to be bothered, but nights are rough. I am happy throughout the day. My
district is awesome. And they're basically family now. When we're all together
it's better. I am good. The homesickness will always linger. Home is where the
heart is and you at home have my heart. I'm sure that'll change when I get to
Finland. Honestly, I knew it would be difficult but not this bad. I do love you
and I am very attached. I guess I just need to cut my apron strings… Oh yeah!
Sisar Godfey is the best! I love her! Not as good as you but a good stand in!
It's okay. I can wait for your hugs and cuddles. I'll just lie to myself when
hugging anyone else. Thank you for everything mom! I'm logging off!! I love you
so so so so much!! <3<3<3<3<3<3 You’re the best and I love
you!!!!!
They had a tree lighting for the MTC.
She said she doesn't take enough pictures so she just took one of herself to send me!
Birthday Party for two of the Elders












